There must be something with this time of year the draws me here. I think is Fall is a such brighter one, literally, The weather has been beautiful-well except yesterday. The sun has shown its face everyday by noon lighting up my very dark living room. I still struggle to get myself outside and not just sit there and stare outside.

We have had such a busy week. A good one for the most part. My dear sweet husband and been working overtime to make up for my lack of work-that is outside of the home. He is tired and a tad grumpy. I forgot how much his mood trickles down to us. Talk about tension in the house the past two days. He finally came clean and told me how he was feeling. Silly boy, I knew some thing was wrong. I just couldn’t put my finger on it. Heck I thought he was mad at me the whole time! He has been giving his all at work. The “right people” has seen his hard work but when applies for different positions he is turned down. He doesn’t seem to let it show it hurts him but deep down oh it does! He is such a great husband and father. He tries his best!

When I mentioned a busy week, I meant to start to talk about Truck or Treat we had at our church Friday night. But it seems unimportant compared to my thoughts about my husband.

I got nothing more for now. Teach me to go to bed at 8:30pm, wake up at 3am to let the dog out. My mind started to go. Now it stopped. Need more sleep. Hoping in the morning there will be sun again!